can't wait to see her again. This wait is almost torturous. My eyes search through the crowds for her, waiting to see her walk to me. But then I know what she'd say as soon as she walks up to me. It's rather amusing one might think. "wait na for 2 minutes, will buy some smokes." While I just wait for her to walk back to me.
And here she comes. And now it all starts.....

Now I wake up, every morning
with an emptiness inside of me
Now I walk, every time I do
feels like the worries play tricks inside me
It feels as though my existence
is simply a game of jeopardy
Because now my life has answers all over
but the questions are hard to find
The one answer I know to
is that yes, I do love her

I see my tears hit the ground
Doesn't even a make a splash or any other sound
Does that mean that these tears mean nothing
maybe they don't
maybe they never did

It hurts to wake up everyday
Knowing that your life is turning insane
I beg for more sleep...o lord
cuz I don't want my life to go on without her
hurts to know what I did to her
hurts to live with knowing what I did to her
the world feels empty without her in my life
it even feels empty without her in my arms
look after her o dear lord
my love for her is so strong

She'll come back to me someday
Even after what I put her through
The day she comes into my arms
I pray to you o lord
let the time stay still o lord
cuz I'll never let her go again
I'll never ever hurt again
I'll take away all her pain

this prayer is for her o lord
a prayer for our love o lord

With the amount of hurt I put you through
I can only punish myself this much
If only I could do something more
But seeing me hurt, would hurt you even more
I have always disliked invisible scars
But now they seem like harmless cotton bars
I could break these bars with my breath
And listen to you laugh, or even smile instead

When I think of you now, only one thought passes through my head
That your scars will never show
Your wounds will never heal
Even if others can't see, I can
The pain that you now feel

I'll spend the rest of my life keeping you happy baby...But I'll spend the time we have now, taking away all your pain...

Don't Walk Away

I hurt the one I love the most
She is and always will be pretty close
She said she has lost it all for me
Says she'll be all indifferent
My lies hurt her the most
If only times would have been different

She was truly in love with me
Perhaps she still is
My doings affected her, she may not be the same again
But she should know one thing now
That from this, there's nothing I could have gained

I just want to love her as I always do
But I don't want love in return
This is my choice
This is my doing.

A Lover's Prayer

I feel like a kid when I'm with her
When the wind blows across her face
That's when i see all her burdens phase
Only thing I can ask for now
Is dear God,
Hold these winds when I'm not around

I'm tired dear god
Lonely without her
Missing her again and again
I never wanna say goodbye to her
If it ever had to be that way
Why did you give me this chance to feel the first time

Then I remember what you didn't give her
I know you're giving me to her
This is what I always longed for
But still i ask for more
Dear God dear god
It hurts to see her this way
If I was the one to make a difference
Why is she still hurt, no feelings, no penance

I think of the times I spent with her
I think of the times I'll spend with her
But nothing ever compares to this moment
This moment of patience, this time of endurance
If there was anything more that was needed of me
I kneel down before you
Just for her and only for her
Dear god, dear god
Protect my love with the strength you've given me
I'll always make her happy
Coz for her, I'll forever be me